Sunday, November 10, 2013

I'm so fucking stupid and I hate myself. If I had a shot gun I would end it all right now.

Godfuckingdamn. My boyfriend cheated on me. How do I know? I looked through his phone ( just by curiosity I swear) and I read his texts with his ex and they pretty much told me so. I cut myself and I'm crying and I'm just falling to pieces. I want this pain to stop. Please just make it stop. 

2 comments:

  1. Don't let his actions ruin you, love. It hurts and sucks for sure, but you have to put yourself before anything he does. You're better than his mistreatment and his mistakes. Now you have to decide if you're willing to forgive and move on or end it, because trying to forgive when you can't let it go will only dig yourself deeper into pain and reading that you'd "end it all right now" makes me heart ache for you!
    xoxo

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  2. Aww thank you so much for your support! <3 I didn't even get to see this comment until right now but thank you so so much

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