Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Damage control and more thinspo!!!

It seems like every time my boyfriend visits I gain a million fucking pounds. I haven't even weighed myself because I'm scared. I can see how disgusting I am. My boyfriend is 200 pounds but he's 5'10 so it doesn't show AT ALL. I'm 5'3 and 190- ? I'm disgusting. I'm gonna fast and start exercising again. I'll post some thinspo for y'all. Sorry for my disappointing news (again!) 

WARNING: IMAGES MAY BE EXPLICIT. 

Hope you guys liked the thinspo! I'll update you tomorrow on my progress (: 

Lots of love! 


xoxo 
~anamia~

Monday, November 25, 2013

I purged.

My boyfriend is here right now. My mom sat us down and had a talk with us. She portrayed me in such a bad light and the whole time all I wanted to do was shove pizza down my throat, which I did. Followed by many sips of Pepsi. Then before she was even finished talking I went to the bathroom and I purged. I purged until I was empty and I felt better. My boyfriend wanted to kiss me because he thought my feelings were hurt but I turned my head cause I didn't want him to smell the vomit. I feel bad that I hurt him. I love him. I don't think I'm gonna tell  him about this. Ugh.