196.4!!!

I've lost 4.2 pounds so far guys! this morning I weighed in at 196.4 and that was only after 2 days on the diet! I think my stomach is shrinking because the portions are really small but I haven't been that hungry today. I even skipped my veggies with dinner tonight because I just wasn't that hungry. I save my dessert for later in the evenings because I know how I crave food at night. So far so good guys!
Onto a relationship rant now. I told you guys how my ex cheated on me right? like a few months ago. He promised me that he wouldn't see her anymore, but today he went to the library for an hour to help her with her homework (with my permission) and it drove me absolutely crazy because he didn't text me back until right now and I was going crazy worrying that they were fucking or something but he said that he went home after an hour and clean out his car and then went with his grandparents to go see the wolf on wall street or whatever. but part of me doesnt believe him? i dont know. I'm just crazy right now. I'll update you guys soon

xoxo
~anamia~

Nutrisystem

Hello lovelies, my mom recently started the Nutrisystem meal plan, and she bought me a box so I that I could do it with her. It's a 5 day plan, and they give you your weeks worth of food and the meal calendar and it's like $40 for a weeks worth of food, but it's sooo delicious Ohmygod it's really good food. So far I've only done breakfast and lunch for today along with one of the snack options. The meals that they prepare are average out at 700 calories and there's a good amount of food. It comes with get breakfast, lunch, dinner, and dessert and youre supposed to have 2 vegetable servings with lunch and dinner. 1 serving is 1/2 cup cooked or 1 cup raw. So far it's going good. This morning I weighed 200.6 yea I know it's my new HW. Hopefully I'll lose weight on this meal plan.

196.2!!

Venturing on and it feels good y'all. I'm also trying to take care of my skin so that when I'm skinny I'll be a bombshell (: I have a problem with blackheads that I've had since I was little and it sucks so I'm trying to get a clean pore face lol 

I haven't been able to sleep really because food is all I think about, especially at night which is when I tend to hover around the kitchen usually. So I end up falling asleep at like 7 am and sleep all day :/ it's so bad to sleep like this. I've been trying to drink 15 cups of water a day because that's what I need for my weight and it's been difficult to stay on top of that. But I'm trying so it's cool, I'll get there eventually. Slowly on my way to getting thin guys!!

Day one down.

I'm so excited! I didn't eat anything else for the day :D I wanted to eat more potatoes but I told myself no. I really want to lose that 80 pounds. I'm watching and reading and looking at trigger stuff to help me and I think I'm only gonna weigh in once a week because I don't want to get discouraged and get off track. I started up myfitnesspal again so I'll post a screenshot of my intake. 

Hopefully tomorrow is just as good!

Happy 2014 loves!!

Sorry I've been MIA (missing in action) for a bit. Life has been completely crazy for me. For starters my boyfriend came to see me and we spent 2 whole weeks together :3 it was a ton of fun until he had to leave < l 3 

Secondly I've made my New Years resolution to lose 80 pounds by this time next year! Sounds crazy I know, but I'm gonna try. 

And thirdly, the reason behind this resolution is that I'm at my highest weight ever at a staggering 199 pounds... That was a rude awakening for me. So far today I've eaten some roasted potatoes, rice, and a small steak and I drank like tons of water. 

I'm starting to watch that show Ruby to inspire me to keep going, along with supersize vs. super skinny. Let's hope for the best!

Thinspo

Damage control and more thinspo!!!

It seems like every time my boyfriend visits I gain a million fucking pounds. I haven't even weighed myself because I'm scared. I can see how disgusting I am. My boyfriend is 200 pounds but he's 5'10 so it doesn't show AT ALL. I'm 5'3 and 190- ? I'm disgusting. I'm gonna fast and start exercising again. I'll post some thinspo for y'all. Sorry for my disappointing news (again!) 

WARNING: IMAGES MAY BE EXPLICIT. 

Hope you guys liked the thinspo! I'll update you tomorrow on my progress (: 

Lots of love! 

xoxo 

~anamia~